Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 1:52 AM
Hey (:
Its currently 2 now . So now currently listening to stupid by rihanna .
Am about to fall asleep soon , but can bring myself to sleep .
I miss you i miss you i miss you .
I bet you dont even know or even care cause it dont matter .
But anyway , i should just look foward and leave it all behind .
I have to and i need to .
Im sorry what i did just now was stupid .
Haix , why did all these things happen . Loving is so hard . It involves hard decision making . Things are not alright , really really . I'm just stuck well dont ask me anything cos i really dont know myself . I would rather say i prefer the old time , when we just got to know each other . The thrill , the blood rush , the heart thumping . Thats what i miss most . But well , there's no more any of these anymore . Cos the reason is finnaly clear .
And love is just not easy this time as compared to the other .
Its not suppose to be like this you know .
stupid stupid .
have a pleasant journey ):
